" Hello, err can send me to Australia where there's only a need for 7 theory lessons and one circuit drive? Singapore's too complex ah.."

So again, I failed FTE even with two practices in the morning. Out of 5 booklet, I only pass one. Lesson learnt, next one will be three practices that will finish all booklets with another evaluation. Maybe next Saturday or Wednesday after Chinese New Year. Like boyfriend advise me, pelan pelan kayuh :)

As I printed out SVE roleplay two script, I just realise that HRA need one major add on, REFERENCES! Mana aku nak carik dari mana aku curik ni semua paragraph =.=' && with facebook, onsugar and MSN online, sometimes I can't help it but to multi-task with my project work as well. But atleast, i did my part :)

After the interview with Sentosa, I went over to Boyfriend's place to join his family for dinner unexpectedly :) Sakura halal thai cuisine at Jurong point with the parents and the baby sister. We then window shopped through the whole mall, his mummy bought many items and I saw Mastura love at BATA! She's gorgeous,gorgeous and supeeerrrr gorgeous :) The boyfriend's friendly too. Happy for you sayang.

Boyfriend then send me home by cab which he proceed straight to collect his CPU at Marsilling.

I'm watching FLASHMOBs at youtube now. CoolSHIT! :)

This should be it.

Let me tell you this, this bunch can be super gerek unexpectedly.

With no initial intention, we board the train toward the city but  we still indecisive as to where we should head on. =.=

Spot on, esplanade was the choice.

Camwhoring and jumping like monkeys [maybe just myself]

It's girls day out since Idham has his rehearsals after the presentation.

By nearly late afternoon, we each made our way back home.

Tired, I should say but indeed FUN!

Saturday morning, I went over to BBDC for FTE but luck wasn't on my side, I failed and I just need another 5% more of the correct answers. So boyfriend suggested that I should take 2 practices and the evaluation on the same day so indeed, I will be coming back again on the 6th of February before paternal's family gathering.

In the afternoon after that, I met bf and his colleague, yazzier to Nana's birthday party at Ang Mo Kio. By 7 in the evening, Shahreen fetch us with Raihan and gf to Fir's birthday party at SAF Yatch Club.

Reached home at about 11pm.

Today is Sunday, Mentoring as usual but I just find something disturbing. Boys will always be boys. ARgghh!

hahahaha.

I wasnt't much prepared to face the panel and the crowd. I was nervous but I tried my very best to keep my cool.

The results, unexpectedly thrilling!

 A million thanks to Noi, Kak Kin, Kak Yah, Lyana and not forgetting, the torn among the roses, Idham! All the hardship and sleepness nights are worth skiving for. I am very happy to hear such great comments from the lecturers and good job to us for being to able and answer the questions very well after that!

&& here's to boyfriend.

Love, I'm sorry for the past weeks. I neglected you too much just to get my projects done. You entertained my tantrums and you accompany me during the sleepless nights finishing the report and slides. You even helped me realised how important it is to appreciate someone by your side. None of any other boys I knew did this but you eventually is the first one on the list, maybe you could stay on till forever? :)

I remembered cursing you and scolding you like one mad lady who's depressed and needed the IMH badly! Hahaha.

Thank you, B!

The fact that I am suppose to get HRA compiled and edit, collate the particulars of those involve with MAEC camp have yet been done.

Oh great, been slacking and the mood just werent here this weekend.

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she's hurting inside.

#3 When she says it's over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don't let her go.

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful.

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don't say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she's scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don't let her have the last word.

#26 Don't call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she's mad, hug her tight and don't let go.

#30 When she says she's OK, don’t believe it, talk to
her about it, because 10 yrs later she'll still remember it.

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

#34 Don't ignore her when she's out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

#40 Let her know she's important.

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you'd read it too.

At last, a time off from school assignments to update here.

One down two more to go.

ETP report printed out, left with flyers, comment card and prototype. Submission this Friday and presentation the week after. WFB report  printed out and submitted already. HRA will be complied everything by next week so babies, do have them subimtted to me okayy :) SVE critic video test have been postponed to a later date and lessons are per normal. Friday a day off from school as both classes cancelled. Prompt boyfriend about it and both agreed for an advanced date out :)

Mama saw boyfriend's photo on my wallpaper while she was doodling my phone and her first impression goes like this, " Eh bapok nye!" I then carried on showing her the other photo, " Ah kurusnye.. Biar benar die driver?" I was laughing my ass off. But indeed, I rather have an anak abu for a boyfriend than a mat rep :) Sekental-kental dia, tak akan dia berani nak buat perangai because he knew how much I detest boys with that behaviour and that previous incident have made him understand enough about how much I look into a person before going on further with him.

Remember all the tests I gave you, boyfriend? Lucky you passed the first few rounds but gave up soon :) No worries you still have my trust okayy.

Side Tracking.

I am not entirely sure if boyfriend said the correct too but yes, indeed F. met with an accident. My first thoughts were simple, "He is already dead?" It may sound rude and of course inconsiderate but thruth is, it isnt the same much as how he have done to me. Still, praying him for his recovery. Now here is not the best part of all. Since his absence will extend till 25th, boyfriend will have to cover his shifts. That means one thing, I don't get to see him that often. Thank you F. Still, his income increases and I would rather have him in camp covering duties and detail than letting him off somewhere, jolly jolly! :P

I am excited for Friday's date out. Inilah kalau baru berdating. Hahaha. Still I want to see him soon. The last movie date was Alvin and the Chipmunks. Tooth Fairy this time round boyfriend? :)

I have FTL 1.01 on Saturday Morning, Mentoring on Sunday Morning followed by meeting for March camp. As a secretary I have to present for minutes of meeting taking. Gaji kalau up takpe, hahahaha :P

Okayy, I'm done. Phone date with boyfriend after his staff parade!

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Right after that, he did called me. At 3 in the morning! Since I am only half awake, I can only remember him saying, " I lebih sayangkan TTM I dari matair I sendiri."

Wah.. despite getting caught once, you still have the guts to start again eh?

I entertained him another one hour before boyfriend called. && thanks to F. I had a tiff with boyfriend.

At the same time, F, sent me this text message. Pardon the sentence, it is original typed by F himself.

"Mas.. Im so happy.. U change ur life so fast.. Im v v happy 4 u.. Wadeva it is, ntn goin to change ma feelins towards u.. Still d same old wae.. If u euer nid me.. Kirekan last resort.. Im here.. Thanx 4 listenin ma feelins.. I do appreciate.. If ani one hurt u, tell me, no one can u except me, haha.. Kiddin je.. I wish to see u.. mayb one dae.. Dn wori.. All ur secrets safe wif me.. Dn let guys bulli u ok? I jz scared n worry 4 u.. Haix i dnnoe y ma feelin 4 u is still strong. Haix.. Sometymes life is unfair.. I guess.. I haf been tokin alot.. Take care swety.. I will missin u alot..! Kalao buku mate botak.. tu tadan farhan rindu kamu.. hehe.. Dn wori abt me.. Sob.. Sob.. :( take care uu.!"

"Mas.. N one last tink.. Im v sorry tat I hut u, lie to u, play wif ur feelins.. I didnt mean to hurt u.. Im sorry.. I will kip an eye of u.. Winkx.. Gd nitex. I  finalli.. Can slp in peace.. Dn slp late.. N dn skip meals. Bbye uu..!"

So F's girlfriend, if you are reading this again, read carefully. Read every single word your boyfriend type and then you can analyse :)

Feel free to tag me..

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You want to come clean with me? Then accept the fact that I'm blogging even if you don't let me to. && I don't care if all this while she is reading my site and even blog about me on hers.

Gosh! Is that how adults act these days?

So since I knew that facebook is the start of everything, I decided to delete those users whom I don't even talked to. For an example, those two indirect people who happened to be your best friends, F. What a small world, even boyfriend is your current colleague.

It is seriously funny when here I am, happily being able to move on and know that things are going to get better in the days to come, there you are still clinging on the past and use it as a threat to your relationship.

"Sungguh tak perlu okayy." as what you always tried to remind him about me. Here's coming back to you.

Pathetic as it may sound but here's the truth, people.

I demand gf Aishah to mail me the conversation the two of you had. She did. Thanks darling :) 

 . . . < a N > < A n > . . .  says:

mind tell her..

pls don update tis matter to her blog..

coz.. i will b dead meat..

ma gf will check her onsugar..

Be a man, act like one

I've long forgotten about us and gosh! I don't even want to know what the fcuking hell is happening between the two of you but how surprising is to find out that I'm still part of your conversation despite the issue during 2009?

 Here's the question, "Do you have a life of your own, Miss?"

Here's the catch, if you want to come really clean to this whole matter, stop being childish. You have my number, I know. So why wait? Call me and we will meet to trash things out. I repeat, trash things out.

&& oh. I am nineteen. How old are you again?

Enough of her.

Back to my own life. My very own life.

I didnt sleep the whole night after that phonecall from F. Boyfriend called me and we had a tiff over that matter. Happened so, someone from the same clan was involved. I was shocked. How in the world things get so complicated till this way?

It's only until noon that we start talking again but not that good terms. Still, we remind each other how much we love one another.

 So, thank you so much F. You made our relationship much stronger.

I then spent my afternoon after school with groupmates, trying to finish up as much as possible since due dates are nearing soon. One Fullerton's starbucks brings much concentration to my work. We did side track off to eye on the candy Noi kept staring but still, work is done :)

Tomorrow morning in school for YOG and afternoon spent with boyfriend :)

Finally, a proper date with Ayie to Town.

Catch Alvin and the chipmunks at 4pm over at Cineleisure, Orchard after lunch at Cahaya, Far East Plaza. Overall, it was splendid. Great movie for young ones and those young at heart :) It have more humor than the previous one and indeed an additional of three more chipmunks is much more exciting.

Our exit to Orchard Central was amazed by the parade done by the Military Police :) Hawthawtstuff in Uniform! I loike! Hahahaha..

Walked around till my legs could not take it anymore. Headed down to Dhoby Ghaut then took 190 home.

I sure enjoyed myself.

Okayy done.

Besok skolah, aku hilang document project aku, how?